...Seriously? "Have I even tried to see it from your point of view", you're seriously going to say that to me?
[She's the one, then, who comes to a halt, gliding and putting her heels at right angles to keep from starting to drift any further than she intends to.]
You know what happens when I try to figure things out for myself about you? "Don't make assumptions about me, Reimi, you don't know anything about it." Okay, so maybe you're right, I don't get it, I don't know anything. So then I try to know something and it's "stop nagging me, Reimi, it's none of your business, leave me alone, Reimi, I'm busy. You're just a little girl, Reimi, what would you know about it, you don't get it, you don't understand."
So now here I am, asking, giving you every chance to make me understand, and it's my fault again because I haven't tried hard enough to see things from your perspective.
[She trails off, shoulders tight, as she brings her hands up to push her hair back away from her face and behind her ears.]
So...fine. Tell me I'm wrong again, because this is what I see. I think you're scared. And I think whatever it is you're scared of, it's what makes you say things like "I don't want to show him to people, hurting someone's Stand also hurts the user, he's a vulnerability if someone uses him against me", and "I did what I had to do when I used him", and "It's to stay alive". You sound like you're afraid of people asking about him.
And I think that you're afraid of what happened when you and Koichi found me, because of how bad you need me to see your side of it. I think you're scared, so you have to be right.
So how do I make it so you're not afraid? Show me how to see that through your eyes, I want to. I don't know what it is about me that I'm supposed to say or do or fix. How do I make you feel safe again, because that's what I want and I can't see how.
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[She's the one, then, who comes to a halt, gliding and putting her heels at right angles to keep from starting to drift any further than she intends to.]
You know what happens when I try to figure things out for myself about you? "Don't make assumptions about me, Reimi, you don't know anything about it." Okay, so maybe you're right, I don't get it, I don't know anything. So then I try to know something and it's "stop nagging me, Reimi, it's none of your business, leave me alone, Reimi, I'm busy. You're just a little girl, Reimi, what would you know about it, you don't get it, you don't understand."
So now here I am, asking, giving you every chance to make me understand, and it's my fault again because I haven't tried hard enough to see things from your perspective.
[She trails off, shoulders tight, as she brings her hands up to push her hair back away from her face and behind her ears.]
So...fine. Tell me I'm wrong again, because this is what I see. I think you're scared. And I think whatever it is you're scared of, it's what makes you say things like "I don't want to show him to people, hurting someone's Stand also hurts the user, he's a vulnerability if someone uses him against me", and "I did what I had to do when I used him", and "It's to stay alive". You sound like you're afraid of people asking about him.
And I think that you're afraid of what happened when you and Koichi found me, because of how bad you need me to see your side of it. I think you're scared, so you have to be right.
So how do I make it so you're not afraid? Show me how to see that through your eyes, I want to. I don't know what it is about me that I'm supposed to say or do or fix. How do I make you feel safe again, because that's what I want and I can't see how.